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Saturday, May 23, 2009
COST!
Today i had my cost paper. I skipped FACC HAHA. Well...
Been lost since week 3 of school. Can't focus. Skipped GEMS as well. Didn;t accompany Mayling to class. Felt really bad, but she was understanding. HAHA. Can keep her till she find BF den gotta let her go le. WAHAHA. Like jia nu er like tt. LOL.
Anyways since i decided to skip gems so i studied cost with Aini( love you!=D) , Nisa, Amirah and Sharifah at FC5. They're a bunch of really nice people. My class generally is. HAHA. So anyways was studying cost. But nothing went in. Thank god i put my heart n soul into doing tutorials. But i think its gone case. I studied only yesterday , on the train and during the 2 hr break. But i ended up sleeping in the quiet zone of the library. HAHA.
Think i really screwed this paper. I just finished it on time. We got to sit beside each other during the paper. How cool! Like its nt the norm ma. But also no time to cheat. No wonder they so nice let us sit beside each other. HAHA. not that i would if i had the chance la. Like so dui bu qi urself.
And i wanna say! I did my Cost tutorial on wed! AND i got all wrong!! SO SAD. HAHA.Wasted my time doing them=.=" Saw Jia yi on the train. Then saw Sam and Yuqi on the way to school. HAHA. Super funny. They also skipped FACC lecture. Today everyone tried to get clues from Popo. But he wudn give any. Class end quite early today.
Actualli i think this post is so meaningless. LOLS. I gonna watch absolute boyfreind! Cya again bloggy!Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 1:37 AM
Monday, May 18, 2009
5 phrases=)
Its really late now and i dun have much time left before i needa go to school. But still i wanna blog about something.
Move on.Remember. Treasure. Cherish and change for the better=)
Smiles!=DLabels: smiles
her sweet memory was written @ 2:04 AM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
refelction=D
I want to blog about some stories.
On the MRT train, its always easy to see pregnant women, familes with young children, mothers carrying babies..
Each and every little child i see makes my heart fill with joy and peace. Seeing their parents showering children with love. Its interesting to see how parents educate their children. Some shower encouragement, some give hard facts, some are strict and firm. And then you see what kind of children they become.
I thought about it, its always to enocourage a child. Only then will he grow up with a happy and confident soul. A child's smile is ever so precious. Cox its never fake.
And here i see children well loved by parents , i think of the really poor kids in Siberia that i saw on History Channel. Many are orphans, often tortured by state institutions. Lack of food. Being a orphange not state run is considered fortunate...
And i really would like to take some time to appreciate my family. Treasure my parents who didn throw me away. My parents for trying their best...
Sometimes i hope i'll c my guardian angel somewher. Maybe in my dreams.. to tell me everythings gonna be ok. But look at the kids like that...
sometimes i wonder why..
why does a human being so innocent have to go through this. When life gets real tough will people support each other through or try to outlive each other.Can you really blame them. Will even close relatives be like that.
I hope i never come to this.
I learnt in this period that its easier to forgive someone than forgive yourself ... cux of the guilt...Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 12:18 AM
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Mistakes
The past few days , i have been reflecting on my life and its changes. I made some mistakes along the way. Probobaly more than anyone else.
Above all i have changed a lot. Since Sec school to JC to poly.
Many of my friends felt choosing poly when i could have continued on in JC2 last yr , was a wasted choice. But i now i really think i made a good choice.
Time flies i've learnt a lot from SP. Mistakes made, friendships forged, frustrations in CSCC all made me a better person.
Throughout my SP poly life i somehow feel that i don't dare to face it when my friends are really nice to me.My class, my cca friends, sec sch frens, ... Its been a long time since i felt anything was real. And i really hurt a impt friend of mine cux of my insensitivity. So long since it mattered to anyone. Now when it really does ,i failed to see it.
These few days i thought: i was really sad when someone treated me that way in the past. It became such a habit. I didn feel anything anymore. And then i realised people and situations have changed.
So many things to realise.... true or false care for me? Where were they when i wanted them to be there. Was i expecting too much. Its nature to be selfish, that 's what people always say. But really beautiful r/s are not. It can happen. u just have to noe when.
Smiling through all the way in a conversation i had a a shop, a random lady asked me to let people noe what i am thinking. A bit magical.
I just didn c the point. I didn like pulling ppl in with my messy thoughts.
Every point in life is a learning spot. Theres always something new to learn. Pasts to let go, memories to cherish...
People in my life i will tresure even more now..=)Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 10:22 PM
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