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Thursday, May 29, 2008
speechless
tOday had ITAB lesson. freaking lost. Gonna try my best to improve during the holidays! Had to dO the CD research because their a short sharing session tomorrow. As i was working on CD, i felt more and more sian. I'd rather do something more productive. CD is crap.I mean its like English lessons and its so not fun.( Had to do the stupid project on work) Far cry from Sec sch. Its just super boring. I don't think i developed my character at all. Target setting is something i always do, but the CD one is just too argHh.. speechless, forced maybe? It doesn come naturally animore. Thanks to CD module.
Haha. Shall quit complaining. CSCC meeting changed to 30th . WOAHOO~ means tml i can get home earlier and get my well deserved sleep. Haven slept early for dunno how many weeks. My head's hurting like crazy.
Thankfully FOM presentation is over. I bet i didn do very well. Teacher was furrying his brows. I think i'm dead. Plus i used tons of singlish.*Shit*Everyone looked very sian on that day.Crapped through the whole thing.When Jamie asked the group question i tio stun sia. HAHA. But managed to crap some dunno wad rubbish la.After FOM i was super sian.
Didn't really get anitink in my head during Statistics.
When i reached home i just wanted to hug my bed.But then i wanted my TV as well.
Slept at 12am. Nows alr 2 .33 am . Sians.Haven completed Econs CA1.
Really scared of MST. Wanna do well so badly!!! WISH ME LUCK. I wan it bad enuff...Labels: complains
her sweet memory was written @ 2:23 AM
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Mentoring
Had my mentoring interview yesterday:). Just told the truth. Told it like it is. Probbably wouldn't get the position but its okays. Cux i still got CSCC sub com.Even if i get into mentoring i will like say i got other commitments le. i juz wanna test mi interview skills. LOLS. Yesterday was a pretty tiring day. Rushing FOM like some mad woman. Today also. But its finally done. ( my part of the report)I'm glad. :) Wish Kerrin and Jia Ying all the best in the powerpoint slides. Thank you everyone for your effort!!:)
Celebrated Jia Yi's birthday with her today.Happi BD to u.. The clique: Jia Yi, Jia Ying, Kerrin Tiffany, Jia Qi and me was as usual very funny. But everyone very sian when lessons were gonna start. HAHA. Had Sausuage Prata after school! Really yummy! Haven't eaten that in a long time.
Tiffany took candid snapshots of us. Jia Ying says we should make a video of these pictures and remeber it forever! sOoo sweet. Hhaha.
MST coming.. STRESS AH. HAHA. Wish me all the best::))Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 2:07 AM
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
tired
Feel really tired today. But still wanted to go meet mi sec sch fren. HAHA. Bought Jia Yi's present today. Spent some time at TM. Today ITAB lesson i wasn't so lost. ITAB also got MST which is super sian. Have project on ITAB also. CA 2 FOM project also come liaox.Feel tired bt still wan to kp going. HAHA. Actually panned to revise about 1 hr ago but realli very tired. Didn't do anything. 29th got meeting at 6pm. Nobody pei wo-.-"
O well muz be independent lor. Still feeling very tired.
Miss those days when i was in sec sch. Something i cherish and will never lose. But it'll nv be the same again.><Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 7:55 PM
Monday, May 19, 2008
yay!
CSCC people called at 10:35pm yesterday, say i was selected for sub committee!!Was like quite happi, cux join committee quite fun.Last time ever been in welfare and logistics, monitress, selected for prefect( but decline cux too lazy), and group leader b4.But didn't tell them during interview cux like so redundant. BUT DEN still gt in. HOHO.Damn surprised:).
Juz woke up from afternoon nap and head is a little pain. FOM is super boring. But have to read up and produce some materials for discussion tomorrow. :)
Jia yous stefy!
BTW i got my tube!! at like $13. They were having a 50% discount. Muz look for cheap bargins cux now hang qing damn bad. Inflation also very high.Purchasing power drop le -.-"Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 3:11 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
sChOoL
Yesterday i went out with Rebecca. And we went to chase ballons!! Damn funni la. But den didn't manage to get any ballons-.-" . But still it was fun. But it was rather hot. We were supposed to be shopping for tube dresses, but we ended up buying everything else except that. LOLS. I bought a shirt and a vest for outing purposes. Doubt i wud wear it to poly. HAHA.
Tube hunting has never been ez cux i'm too picky. But THAT'S MY RIGHT. MUAHAHA.
Aniways was a half hoping teh CSCC people wud call but alr 12:10 le. Doubt i got into sub committee. O well. The world still spins. HAHA.
Was doing correction of errors which is worse than closing of a/c. -.-" haven completed it.Maybe gg to Tanjong Pagar later. gO buy dunno wad cleanser.
Now better go finish my stupid PACC tutorial.Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 12:07 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
sChOoL
tOday very tired. As usual, everyday also very tired. HAHA. Had ITAB today. Quite a information loaded lesson. But ok bahs.Came out alive in the end. HOHO.
Slept for quite long after i reached home. Was thinking pretty much about food today but couldn't really eat anitink when i saw the food.LOLS :S
Heard Dad talk about a 5 year old girl who cannot speak because she is intellectually impaired.( Always scream if i didn't rmb wrongly)Heard her parents sent her to a special school and they seeing some improvement le. Realli hope everything turns out fine for teh girl.
Although i dunno her bt den hear olready can actually feel my heart ache.Was a bit sad for some time.
Watched Healing hands 3 at 10pm just now. It's a realli nice show. Theres this girl who said: What's the point of working hard when u lost ur focus n ur goals and everything u believed in. I felt like that at one point of my life.
But then life always has its purpose. Muz respect life. At times we may lose focus but we must always find it back. A goal may be lost due to changes in life or even setbacks. But search within yourself and decide what matters the most. A old goal may be built on old values. when u lose sight of your current goal, review past actions and understand your feelings. New goals will arise as u seek a new path that defines what is uniquely you.:)Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 12:32 AM
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
RaBbit.
tOday FOM teacher dropped the bombshell... PBL 2. Was very sian during FOM tutorial. HAHA. Managed to do a bit of Economics today. Aunt called Mum yesterday about ah gong. She sounded pretty angry. I mean after all ah gong left mummy long ago. I only met ah gong like once in my life. I doubt he even cares if we're alive. Cux everytime he calls he only wants money. But then now hes sick.. need money then think of us.
Dunno wad to say also. After all he also my ah gong.He left with some girl, abandoned the whole family.Always visited prostitutes.. wad can i say. At first i was pretty reluctant to go see him, but then. Was the past le. Besides if mummy can forgive him den even more so for me. :)
Ah gong really very sick now. Blind, hard of hearing if i'm not wrong, always in pain. Feed him once.. didn't really feel anything for him.Couldn't. Wad to do. Tried to love him bt couldn't. Juz no feeling. Feel guilty sometimes. But that's all... haha, OMG the post getting depressing le. Lets talk about something happier.
Waa.. now currently feeling very tired. ITAB is damn sian. Haven started teh HW also. Dun intend to do cux do le also like nv do. During holidays go find : dummies for MS Excel n read bahx...now i'm as blur as a sotong in ITAB. But den nvm juz NU LI! muz Jia you!~
Realli miss me sec sch frenx. Still kpin intouch until now. Miss those crazy days..:) Hope ya guys r doing fine!Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 11:58 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Thoughts
Currently listening to Marriage D Amour. Listening to classical music since i got home. Doing PACC tutorial now. I think i should sleep now.Wore skirt in like about half a year. HAha. Since that incident dare not reali wear skirt. But den now ok le ba. HAHA.
Made some effort in dressing up today. Never did that since i left sec sch. Cux i couldn't really c a reason to do so. HAHA. my frenx all asking me why. Cux i dun c a reason to do so. HAHA. Since left sec sch.. realli change la. Dressing also become more conservative.Become more emo. But now in poly, trying to find myself back again:)
Until i find a reason i shall juz anihow grab the first thing i c in the morning to go sch. HAHA. dots...
Stomach pain. Cya ltr.Labels: life
her sweet memory was written @ 2:08 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
sAturdAy^_^~heLlOos..
tOday woke up at 11am. HAha. slpet very long. But den like didn't have a very good sleep.Like still got insufficient rest.LOLS.Slept while the computer was on yesterday. Realli very sick yesterday.( A bit naseuous n headache)Plus not in a very good mood plus bad appetite.So skip mentoring camp.. didn't realli feel like gg in tt condition. HAHA. A bit dumb la.Wait there for like 2hrs den go there tell the person: i feel very sick realli needa go home. HAHA dots...teh girl say i realli look sick. i am aniway. LOLS.Lucky had the sweet frm teh Q n A by a grp of classmates.( cux low blood, sweet vv impt in times of headache)LOLS.
Aniways, EC ytd present over le. Damn relief. Just anyhow crap some stuff on environemnt. Lucky teacher not fierce not that scary baRhxx..
While working on my accountinglab, had to blow nose. The mucus got blood!( like inside the muscus.) damn disgusting. Yesterday morning also. LOLS. lucky no body saw the digusting mix. HAHA.Hand gt a bit rash too. Like ytd when i wait for the camp to start.
Sometimes vv de sian lol. sick muz all come tgt.Dun wan to tell my parents cux i dun wan them to worry den argue.. ah ya. troublesome la.
Muz rmb go take mediaction le. cux i think gg to have asthma attack. HAHA. i shd slp WELL. bt den cannot slp well also.sians..
Draining my energy la.
Went to c a concert today with a good fren(instead of resting, cux i hate doin ntg bt lying in bed). YJC de. Bu chuo la. Its called Arts Fusion. Like they mix CO with Chinese Drama and GEM(Guitar Ensemble dunno wad la). Damn cool la. Missed Canon in D. ah ya! damn it la. shd have walked faster(late for the concert)But fun la. Took Taxi home with my fren. Sit taxi so shuang. cux my leg pain, no need to walk frm YJC to mrt station which is like damn far.
O yes! MUZ SAY. They play by the Chinese Drama damn good leh. Its the story of Madam White Snake.Sad ending. The students realli acted very well. Rather humourous also, the performance. not bad.
hMmm.. today still got what ar..
O ya. went out tO meet Chailing. Juz for chit chat la. N 4 her to return me something.HAHA. my conclusion: JC is very de stressed.Discussed some BGR issues, Conclusion: dun anyhow. HAHA. actualli BGR, sometimes have is very burden de lor. Trust me bloggy.its not ani gd exp if u dun realli like the guy. its juz sianess. HAHA. aniways..
Went to visit a place with bad childhood memories.Of cux after Chailing left la.. LOLS.haha. muz face if nt will always haunt ba.Most of the time its juz at the back of my mind. HAHA.
damn tired now.. gO du tutorial den slp le.Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 11:34 PM
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Sunny side up!~
tOdae.. had teh CD presentation. Glad its over. Cux our topic: Work was realli a very sian topic. I told myself to persevere~^^. Tried hard not to think so much about the sianess of the topic. CD supposed to be fun but its like a drag to me now. Haha. O well.FOM project made more sense. Ok la. Presentation also over liao. Tomorrow got assesment for EC.Our choosen topic is environment. Probobaly gonna crap something.HAHA.Jia Yi and Jia Qi said they are going to read their geography textbook. I dunno. A bit lazy to research on environemt. Blogging as an excuse to nOt start researching.
hMmm.. actualli i tink mi classmates can present quite well. Like quite confident and all and i seriously think i am so dead. cux i think mi presentation sux. O WELL. HAHA.
Today feel very tired. Actually feel very tired for the whole week cux of projects. Everyone in mi grp all tried their best le. Everyone seems so sian these few days and Tiffany's sick. Sometimes zone in out of conversations and lectures. HOHO. I'm trying my best to pay attention.. haha.
Had the CSCC interview yesterday before meeting my sec sch fren( cannot name her cux she say cannot-.-")at City hall. During interview i was a bit sian. dunno wad i answering also. Waited for my turn for a long time.I was quite truthful.I just said what was on my mind. Didn't really think about giving model answers. HOHO.i wasn't tense either cux i was too tired to feel tense, HAHA. Trying hard not to complain la. But since u r mi blog hor so NVM. HAHA.
Anyways, was damn glad to c my fren! HAHA. Accompany her go buy guitar.Looking forward to listen to her play CANON in D. i really love that song. Asked Jia Ying to play for me on mi Birthday. AND she said YES. So happi. realli love that song. i wud be so happi if someone played tt song for me on mi BD. HAHA. Jia Ying said she saw a dove at Jurong this morning. OMG i wan 2 see also. i dun think i've seen one b4( i'm a mountain tortise)
Tomorrow after school got mentoring camp. HAHA. A bit lazy to go... But then.. go play play lah. HAHA.but me nt gg 4 nightwalk. no courage.. i admit la. HAHA. dun wan to be scared liao. HAHA. gO a few times b4. i tell u hor, nightwalk DUN stand in front or behind. SCARY lol. HAHA.
Kays... i better gO study.. HAHA.
PS: today's PACC lesson was a killer. -.-"Labels: SchOol
her sweet memory was written @ 7:46 PM
Saturday, May 3, 2008
sha la la la la
tOday i woke up at 745 am and i was like OMG i'm gonna be late.
But i acted in a calm manner and pretended that everything was just fine. At 8am i left the house ( Thank goodness my father sent me to PR MRT station) and reached dover mrt station at around 8.50am.Then i went to meet Jia Yi and Jia Qi before heading to the classroom. and teacher was not there yet! so we had to stand outside the classroom to wait.Actualli it was alright waiting but the sun was like shining on us!! lols. so hot.
Yesterday slept late to finish FOM and CD . Wasn't very satisfied with my work la but no choice le, in the end sent the i not proud of it work to Kerrin.HAHAs.
Actualli poly ok la. but suddenly eh going to week 4 le MUZ cheong all the projects. den i was like OMG so fast. In week 3 i still in lala land lor.
Now very awake le cux nxt week have to do presentations for FOM,CD and EC liaoxXx.
Not being of any help was that i am sick. Like i have runy nose and cough (with phelgm) den i cannot sing liaos. O WELL...
Today gO sch like never go lol.During lectures, i was like zoning out la.And during PACC i realised that THE WHEAT POTATO from SP KFC was still in mi bag and it was SQUASHED. and mi PACC TB and mi file DIO the potato LOR.i was like... i dunno wad to say.and i was like short of tissue and mi mucus was almost DRIPPIN. lucky Jia yi ask teh girl in front for tissue paper~~ haha used up almost all of herr tissue. -.-"
Den econs.. HAHA econs. eyes almost close liao. become-.- le. yi tiao xian. den today gt mentoring briefing, i also wan 2 slp sia. bt ok la. made it home safely.
den wanted to like slack slack but haf to go out for dinner.( muz be thankful 4 food so i shdn't complain..LALALA)
aniways now vv tired le so go slp liao. tml gg to play badminton n they will noe hw losuy i play. HAHA. lalala.
eyes yao close le. so tata bloggy~~Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 12:04 AM
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