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Friday, February 29, 2008
Juz too sian to say anitink.
currently nt in a vv gd mood. I woke up this morning n all of a sudden i wasn't in a gd mood, so the whole day was like sian sian one. Also dunno why. Juz sian + emotionless. Feel like an unfeeling thing. LOL. Wadeva. Dun really noe wad to tink of feel. Nw the hse damn quiet.Vv sleepy also cn't slp. LOL. hmm.. juz go slp better. Tml will be a better day^^ LALALA.
A busy life is not equal to a meaningful life. I have no interests wadeva. Sometimes i wonder what is my calling in life. I dun even noe why i am here. I juz noe i am so i have to make mi best effort to find out why i am here n wad i'm gonna do.....
Be thankful for what i have and strive for what makes life more meaningful.( which i dunno luh) LOLS, LALALALabels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 12:25 AM
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Hamster
it's raining heavily outside now. And i think i'm gonna get a fever soon. O man! better not. I hate being sick. >_<-ta bian da bu chu de face. I gotta go drink lotsa water and take panadol(last resort) haha...
Today Coco(Ke ke) my favourite hamster is as cute as ever. She clinged onto my finger with her paws ^_^ . She always stands by the cage door whenever i'm near and will jump out when i open the door. She will only jump out if its my hand which is at the cage door. She's really adorable and of cux i simply adore her. LOL. ^^
She is a responsive hamster. Just the way i like her. Keke the cute hamster... LOLLabels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 7:01 PM
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Jiu shi random lol.
^^...Wo de peng you Zong yu kao wan le. Online you ren pei wor le^^. Tml shi kan dao Hui fen for the last time b4 A levels. O~ xiang nian o.. haha... you ke hao bei ai de gan jue o. haha. A level ma. Mei ban fa de la^_^. Hmmm.... Da jia yao hao hao du shu jiang lai cai neng zuo ke you yong de ren...HAHA...Poly the exams will be over by this week ba. LOL.Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 11:03 PM
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
i dunno what to say.
I just came back from Tampines^^ Good to go out so that i won't rot at home. Went there with my grandmother and my grandmother bought me a bag and a clip.Everytime i go out with her she feels she has to buy something for me but actually its not necessary.^^ I can give her the company mahs. It's not like paid companionship or something. LOLs.
My companionship is not exchangable for money. LOLs. hahas.
My grandmother is actually sick . She has a serious bubble in her brain that threatens to burst anytime and if it widens its also ...
A surgery is too risky hence everyone has decided to let nature run its course.
Naturally i am also worried but i really dunno what to say.
I just really want her everyday to be filled with happiness and joy .
Sometimes i think i am such a small figure in such a big world.
What i can do is very limited
i only hope to bring joy to those ard me.
Prob i have nt fared vv well bt i've tried my best.
^^ tell me where is the rainbow^^Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 7:01 PM
Dreams
Dreams are what scienctists believe reflects our unconscious mind.They reflect our inner most thoughts and desires or maybe a fear. Dreams can also show us what we are feeling and thinking but are not aware of.
Dreams can also be a replay of a day's events and what we hope can happen or hope to see.
Dreams can be fantisies or it can be just like reality. It can be logical or illogical , sensible or totally impossible. No matter what we dream , it tells us something about ourselves that we may not know. However it tells us these secrets in intricate riddles that are hard to comprehend and unlock the mysteries behind them.
For instance, dreaming of being chased stems from the feeling of anxiety in our waking life. The way we respond to a pressure or anxiety is often reflected in a chase dream. When you dream of being chased my someone it means you are trying to run away or hide from someone or something, like stress,that you think is harming or threating you.It is instinctive in everyone . In your waking life ,you might feel that there is someone who is trying to destroy you and you may be trying to evade the issue.This dream is an indication of fear.It's what scientists call a nightmare.
In this way dreams tell us a lot of ourselves. It lets us know in a round about way what is currently weighing on our mind and what is important to us that we have not addressed. It also tells us a bit about our metal well-being which we may not be fully aware of. For example,,we may not know that we are stressed over something but a chase dream indicates to us that we are subconsciously troubled over something .
Dreams can also reflect our fantisies and desires. For instance a young child may dream about being a princess as she feels being royalty is fun and she can be pampered. This is of course an innocent fantasy which is a healthy part of a young child's growing up process . It is a part of imagination, or maybe admiration about certain traits that a princess ought to have. Another example would be , an avid gambler who desires to win every bet may dream of being a millionaire just by gambling and winning every bet he takes.
In these ways, dreams tells us a lot about our emotional well-being and reinforces what is important to us.
To some people, dreaming of certain objects or animals are warning signs or a good omen. Take for an example, some people believe that seeing a canary in your dream signifies happiness and harmony or to dream that you are experiencing delight, signifies a favorable and positive turn of events and much pleasantness. That of course is up to an individual's belief:)
In my opinion dreams are useful for understanding more about ourselves and should be used to guide us through life^^. A chase dream should alert us to take notice of our feelings and do something about it. Dreaming about being an actor may denote that indicate that you are putting up an act and am not showing your true self to others. You may know it but a dream reinforces it .It makes you want to ponder more about it., think about this dream and , why you are not being yourself and am putting up an act. Could it be that you are afraid that others might not like you for who you are? Do you lack the courage to be yourself ?Maybe you don't know that you are subconsciously burying your true nature due to circumstances (like maybe you are sensitive by nature but become very hard hearted due to harsh conditions like abusive parents at home but you don't realise it) .
Dreams help us understand ourselevs, our emotions, desires and fantisies better. With this understanding we can improve ourselves and face up to our problems and solve it .Or maybe even to make us more determined to achieve our desires because now we know it means much more to us than we thought it was before.:)(LOL juz dun do anitink evil or harm ppl or go commit the 7 sins or sometink. sometink healthy^^like having a gd career without sarbotaging others or harming them.Bt muz be wary of ppl. Shu yu shuo Fang ren zhi xin bu ke wu, hai ren zhi xin bu ke you.lalala)Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 10:13 AM
Good morning^^
This morning i woke up at 8.30 am because my mum woke me up. And my hair looked like a lion's mane this morning... and there was this ladybug clip in my hair ,that was dangling down in front of my face that i forgot to take out yesterday, because i was quite frustrated that i was denied access to mi blog , that scared me because i tot it was a real bug!!!! *breaks* long sentence...O MAN. Lucky i didn't scream. It would be so Paiseh.All thanks to my calmness and Chi dun ness that i didn't scream.
Today prob be like any other day plus the reading of newspapers which happens to not be my hobby.
I like to read fiction books and i read them late into the night, carrying them to the toliet with me. Actually i do that to newspapers to, sometimes but i cn't really kp mi attention to what the reports on the newspapers are.
O ya BTW chailing msg me today , ask me which poly i go and what course i gt. So sweet^^ Xiexie ow..
I appreciate it... shows u care... ^^Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 9:32 AM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Announcement !!!
i forgot to announce that i got mi first choice . SP- Accountancy. N to think i couldn't slp last night.They sent that posting result on SMS like at 6.05am and i was wide awake then but the thought of looking at the handphone didn't strinke me until 8.03am and that's when i saw mi posting result! What made me even happier was that Hui fen called me and asked me my posting results. I was really touched. She called from school. I never thought.. i mean i never thought she would remember. Its really vv touching . I dunno i just felt really touched like shes not that kinda person who calls ppl much and i wasn't really expecting the call. Its like's a dream lehz. Lalala. Happi happi. Happi jiu guo le yi tian also dunno when will be a happi day again. I mean like truely happy nt tt type u need to tell urself: I am happi i am happi when u r not n try to delude urself. Jing tian she ZHEN DE kuai le. YAY.
Hopes can be happi everyday
Realli de kai xin
lalala
Nobodi noes what will happen tomorrow
Nobody noes when this is the last time tgt.
Nobody noes when u decide to juz ignore me
Nobody noes when u become too busi to say hi
so just embrace the moment and enjoy it while u can
Treasure memories
N dun tink so much
Dun worry when suddenly will have no time to kp in contact
Kill brain cells onli
Its part of growing up,
Don't cry because u nv noe whos there crying with you.
Jian qiang de huo xia qu bah,
Time that has already past can never be brought back..
DON't remind me tt i miss mi frenx a lot.
Currently rotting at home and will force myself to read the newspaper tml.
Wish me luck.
Yours sincerely,
StefyLabels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 10:29 PM
tittle is up to your imagiation. Yeah!
hello jeremy Kor. This is the post i promised u. In short u have been a very nice person who lacks confidence like me. So dun be like me! will kena bully de!! lets not be so not confident of ourselves okays. All the best and thanks 4 helping me wit this blog . Lalala. Jiayous n All the best.
Sign: StephanieLabels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 10:13 PM
I saw Chailing online leh!
I saw Chailing online just now. Hao Kai xin wor! Vv long nv chat with her online ler. Even if it was for a few minutes... still happi luh. ntg more to ask le. cux shes like super super busi. Haha.We both miss secondary school. But time and tide waits for no man.Time has to go on. A lot of things will become memories whether u like it or not. Bu xiang zhang da would be what fits my feelings now. But ren zhong yao zhang da de. So here i am ,18 years old and wondering where to go next. Sometimes i wish i could pack my friends in a lugguage and bring them where ever i go . That would be like so impossible cuz they would suffocate. LOL, that will be worse.T_T bu ke yi! ya so everyone's going to fly different directions. fei fei fei...
Everyone is going to grow a pair of yingxing de chi bang just like wad Chailing de Angela Zhang always sing. I hope everyone of mi frenx remebers me. *hopes*
lets meet at the centre of the sky.....
10 years later.
Same place
Same time
Don't forget our promise.
wa.. so poetic hor. prob no one is gonna read this. LALALA.Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 9:47 PM
Monday, February 18, 2008
Posting results yao out leR!
tOmorrow i will noe which poly i'm going to liaos!!! WA!! Feel like an 'O'level student again.I hate the stupid suspense feeling^^ .. 0.O. i wish i had someone to hug now. ARGHHHHH STUPID suspense feeling. Zuo Kai! haha. Lalala. Tml 8 am 19th Feb!!!........ i go make make iced water to cool down. laLALA....Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 9:05 PM
Friday, February 15, 2008
Loving you and meaning it
Since Yesterday was Valentine's day i shall blog something about love.
Love comes in many forms. There is love between family, between friends, between lovers, for animals, for nature for many other things.
Love is not tangible, it cannot be held in your hand nor can it be owned.
Love is to be felt, to be cherished, to be held close to one's heart.
Love is to feel what the other person feels.
To feel the joy he feels
To feel the sadness without anything being said
Love is to be strong for the special person
To give a shoulder to lean on
To give the correct dose of space
To understand
Love is to allow someone to love you
To protect you
To allow that person to feel important
To let the person know what makes you happy
Love is letting go when its time
Love is to hold her back when when you should
Love is trust
Love is unconditional
Love is when two people are happy for each other
Love is free sprited
Love is kind
Love is forgiving
Love is to not cause unecessary stress and pain
Love is sitting beside you on the train silently
Enjoying your prescence
Love is as warm as the fire at the fireplace in winter
Love means never letting you feel unloved
Never making lonliness become your habit
Never letting you doubt if anyone cares
Love is to make you feel important
To really mean that
YOU ARE MI WORLD.^^
Love is to allow free expression
To let you laugh without worrying if you lose your composure
To let you cry your heart out in comfort
Love is pure
Love habours no evil intentions
No plots
Love means keeping you in my heart
Allowing you 2 melt into my soul.
Love above all else is loyalty , truthfulness and sacrificial
Love is never to make you cry
This Msg is dedicated to : All my friends in my list dated under the post xie xie ni men de you qing. Rmb i care.
Especially dedicated to Pearl: Everybody LOVES you. Dun doubt it.
Especially to Michael Loo who will never read this: I dunno why i like you but i really do. I noe i have to let u go and i will. Giveme some more time. 8 yrs le. All the best i hope you find the girl who is the one for you. All the best.^^nO matter what happens i will never forgot eUu de.
Sign: Stephanie the blur one who means what she says.
** After reading for the second time this is so ytd-.-"Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 11:39 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Lalala
^^Now i am currently doing Maths. Secondary 2 Maths cuz i'd be tutoring Amanda's sister Crystal tomorrow at 3.30pm. Now i am at the topic : Direct and Indirect proportion which i happen to suck at^^ haha. Trying my best to read up so that io'll be able to teach Crystal tomorrow. It is important to teach the correct thing because this year will be her streaming year and i will; do my best to help her^^ Lalala. BTW its Valentine's day today and ntg much happened. Just an ordinary day except that i went out with my JC frenx n of cuz it was great since i haven't seen them for a long time.^^
Msg To all frenx:
Happi Valentine's day!And all the best in everything u guys do!Labels: Random
her sweet memory was written @ 9:39 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
謝謝你們的友情
Friends whom i would like to say Thank you 2.
Primary School( Alphabetical Order)
Hui Ping Msg: I saw you once again when we had the chance to work together again. Thanks for being my friend even when others wouldn't come near me.And for making me your best friend once before. Although due to stupid gossips we kinda went our seperate ways but i still wanna thank you for all the joy you gave me while we were tgt.
Mei Shan.
Msg: Though i have not seen contacted for a long long time i still wanna thank you for helping me through the really dark period of my primary school life. No matter how irritating i was towards you you always tried to reach out to me.
Xin Min
Msg: No matter how sucky i treated u u just stood by me and helped me through everything like school work..etc. Gee Thanks. Was a pleasure sitting next to you 2.
P.S : Sorry for stoning through everything u said and giving you the cold treatment while u were so warm 2 me. All the best in everything you do.
Teachers: Sorry i can't remeber any of you.
Secondary School!( Alphabetical Order also. )
Peers
Amanda
Msg: Thanks for your friendship. Although we may not like the same things but you're a really great friend and helped me through all those difficult times in Secondary school.I like your sincerity and frankness towards all your friends. I really looking foward to c u again. Once again thanks 4 all ur help. Hopes cn get SP so cn go sch tgt. if i get into SP go sch with me hor. Gou Gou Shou.^^~哦別忘了你的承諾！！哈哈。
Chailing
Msg: I've known u say 5 yrs alr? But its onli last yr when i gotta noe u better. Its been nice knowing you and i noe u value your friends a lot 2^^.N u like to sing.U can realli sing very high pitch de wor. Jys^^ Didn get 2 see u very much these days either n i miss u 2. ^^ Dun 4git me though.Leave some memory space 4 me other than all ur Tutorials.^^
Eunice
Msg: Known you through detention. Nice. Aniways been great having you as my friend! Although i dun really noe a lot about you since u like to keep things to yourself but u're really nice and share some identical opinions as me.I like being around u because of the comfort u can give and the sincerity you give a friend. YAY. I haven't been able to c u often after i left MJC, but i really do miss u a lot!. ALL the best 4 A levels! Thanks again 4 listening to my problems.
Hui Fen
Msg: hmm... firstly thanks 4 everytink! Always patient and ever caring , you helped me with almost every aspect in my life and i will never forgot that. Thanks for all the free tuition and for all the patience in listening to my problems and giving encouragement. Thanks for discussing issues that are so boring but interesting to me. HAHA. I miss walking home with you a lot a lot wor! Walk home with u 4 4 yrs alr leh! suddenly u aren't beside me after sch.. T_T.Find that u're a really nice girl vv sincere , frank , helpful and SUPER kind. Ah yo.... i tink u're a gd catch as a fren. May you find what you seek.
Katherine , Sammantha , Yu Jia
Msg: Been great knowing you guys, although i dun't noe u guys vv well but its been a pleasure noing you at all. All vv nice people.^^ N thanks 4 ur Christmas card pkajia^^ realli nice to noe no matter what happens i'll have u n Serene n friends.^^ Xie xie.
Lynn
Msg: Been great knowing you. Always very positive n happy. Thanks 4 being part of mi life.
Pearl
Msg: Though I've known you for a short period of time but known u to be vv sweet , independent n hao siao.Dun ever change kays^^ N i tink u'll watch out 4 ur frenx , am the vv le guan type n willl treasure ur frenx.Thanks 4 being part of my life. Knowing you has been a pleasure and time spent with u have been joyful.I guess u're the only person who knows so much about me in such a short time^^. May your everyday be filled with happiness. Hope that we will never lose contact.All the best n dun forget me!
Serene
Msg: Hmmm... prob u won't read this ba. Cuz u dunno this is mi blog.. HAHA.Bt still..Juz wanna say thanks 4 being part of my life and for being so funny. Onli gotta noe u better in MJ last yr. Known u to be a very determined n focused person who will do her best to strive for what she seeks^^.So long didn't c u le, quite miss ur funni dao i find u cute de personality, couldn't find someone else like tt wor.Jc shd be vv stress bahs? nvm still gt all ur frenx which includes mi. All the best 4 ur A levels. Hope to c u soon.
Shi Rui and You Yi
Msg: Thanks 4 being part of my life! Both of u vv de sweet luh.vv long didn c u guys liao. Hope to noe u guys better.N 4 sharing your problems n joy with me. Glad to be part of your life. Keep in contact!
Ting Yu
Msg:How shall i start? Hmm.. also know u better onli last yr.~~ Known u to be a sensitive person who likes inspirational quotes and stuff like that. A very understanding person and someone who values friendship luh tt's why u're mi fren. HAHA. hmm.. vv long nv c u liao wor. Kinda miss u also. Hope cn C u soon wor. All the best in poly. I'm glad u're happi there. Bu yao wang le wo hor. ^^
Juniors (alphabetical order )
Sin Har
Liping
Rebecca
Man Yin
Msg: I LOVE U GUYS and thanks for sharing all your joys and tears with me.Thanks for making me feel loved mi xiao hai zi(HAHA jkjk). Realli miss all the fun u guys brought to me. HOPE cn still c u guys .
SIN HAR I WILL ASK U TO COME MI HSE BAI NIAN even if Hui n the rest aren't free.^^U come alone lol. HAHA. lalala.
Rebecca n Manyin: Thanks 4 always askin mi out. Gg out with u guys hen hao wan. gO fly kite someday. Fly fly fly.
Liping: Thanks 4 always being cute like me. LOL. Aniwaes glad to share a lot of tinks in common with u n i miss u 2! JY with mo mo ren.
Teachers: Ms Ng for just being like a friend. ( Sec 3/4 form teacher)
Ms Tham for being a nice english teacher( Sec 4 English teacher)
Mr Loo for helping me understand Maths( Sec 2 Maths teacher)
Mrs Aziz for being literature to life( Sec 2 Literature teacher)
Mdm Sarah Siah for igniting my passion for history( Sec 1 History teacher)
Junior collegue
Hui Ling
Msg: Thanks for standing by me through all that JC shit when u were gg through tt same thing. You really made my life much better in JC. Thanks a lot. I miss u 2. Dun be sad tt i left MJ^^ We won have one less fren i always be ur fren deRx..
Jolyn
Msg: HEY GIRL dun emo le. Jia you in JC . U realli super clever can? U're mi online fren turned real life fren turned close friend .( All thanks to Forest) Realli miss u n thanks 4 sharing ur life with me. lookin forward to c u again! Ah ya tt time outtin y u cancel i cancelled mi appt to go leh. T_T MISS U LOTS LOTS KAYS.
Shi Yun
Thanks for all the encouragement and 4 being my friend. Known you to be a really sweet girl who is well like by all. Have no temper de.N vv helpful, n blur as me^^ Hope to c u again.
Teachers: Ms Karen Ng for being a friend n helpin me love econs which made me ltr decide to do accountancy in poly.
Just wanna say XIE XIE LE.
Okays like tt type le 2 hrs u guys better read ok. -.-LALALA
Labels: friends
her sweet memory was written @ 12:39 PM
簡單友情的快樂
Last sunday i went out with my junior Rebecca and she told me: Steph, i'm afraid that when i go to JC i will lose contact with all the friends i cherish now.
I can't remeber what i replied then but i suppose it is inevitable , due to the mountains of tutorials that she has to handle, that it is very hard to keep in contact with friends from secondary school.
Life goes on no matter what, time moves on meachanically no matter what. Even if u wanna stop it ..desprately wanna stop it..
Memories and words exchanged may be blurred with the passage of time (though some very inspiring or meaningful/encouraging ones will be remembered 4eva)but the feelings and bonds fostered with our friends will always be inside us, it will become part of us.( We won't forget our friends luh, like thier names n faces etc..)
Even though we may be bombared with all lot of responsibilities and have no time for reminiscences of the time spent together but the feeling is always there. Maybe after some time we will past missing our friends and become overwhelmed with life's demands but in the late of the night when we are alone, the feelings of friendship within us will suface. We may not remember every word out dearest friends said or remember the details of the wildest outings but feelings are there. It can never be changed, can never be lost, will never be forgotton, will always be in us.
Consciously or subconsciously it will always be part of us.
Friends are imporatant to one's life though they may not always be there physically but they are always there with you emotionally. The feelings of security and joy can and will always be a part of us.
While we have the opportunity, we must cherish all the time spent with our friends, never take it for granted for in the world nothing can stay constant. We must live to enjoy the moment with our friends now.Don't think about if you can still keep in contact in the future, just savour the moment that you are with your friends. Keep the feelings and remember them . Then when you look back, the feelings are indescribly sweet.
Our friends are like our personal guardians. Choose them wisely and friendship is beautiful. Cherish them. Never forget that they're always with us.Friends should never be taken for granted becuase the feelings , companionship and joy they give is priceless. Whether Rain or shine they're always beside us.. watching out for us and giving us the much needed support , strength and comfort.
Friends are made. When you see a worthy friend u must go all out and make friends with that person. And then when that person becomes your personal guardian, never let go of all the feelings and whatever they offered to you. Keep whatever they gave you as part of you and give them your blessings in whatever they do and be glad for them whereever they may be.
To: All my dearest friends, maybe 10 years down the road i may not remember where we went on which date or what we actually did when,or what bag u carried to sch everyday, but you guys will always be cherished and remebered by me . YAY.
Memories and encouraging words by friends are the most special.
They are like intricate patterns carved on rocks by a skilled craftsman
Wind and rain may errode them so they aren't so clear over time
But the mark will always be there.
Always.Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 10:47 AM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Soul searching Session
Today i am going to remind myself about being me. Just in case i lost my memory. Hey u nv noe!
Currently my name is Stephanie. Basically i am a person who has 2personalities. Usually, i am a person who prefers others to start a conversation not because i cannot but because i prefer it like that. People who start conversations with me make me feel more comfortable( Usually; there are exceptions). Another thing about me is that i like to think about things and human behaviour. I like to analyse people. People are interesting when they aren't harbouring evil thoughts.^^I like to take stock of my life and remeber important things in my life, remember things my friends and family told me that i will cherish forever. I need to have a direction in life before i can be motivated.I also like to be with my friends and family but we do not necessarily have to talk. I just like the presence and space. I like them to remember i apppreciate them so i like to send e-greetings though most ppl probobaly don't bother to open them but its okays^^. I like to buy food back for my family too or buy sometink affordable for mi sister when i can afford it. I like to hug things like a bag or something but i dun't usually do tt unless i'm with my close friends.
I am also a person who keeps mostly to myself and i do not usually tell people what i am thinking because in my opinion no one will really understand me anyway. So its pointless.Though i might try to tell some of my close friends .It's ok. I mean i can't really expect people to understand me considering that i think a lot.Haha. If people knew what i was thinking they might think i'm weird, so i dun't wanna risk losing mi frenx Bah.^^ I also like to be prepared for the worst n pray for the best.
I am also an introvert by nature..but i do not hide my feelings and am not talkative by nature. Although i may not express my opinions but i express my emotions freely but sometimes i can control my emtions and refrain from showing what i really feel. I can smile sadly n u wun even noe. NICE. HAHA.
My 2nd nature which is also me but not the me that i'm most comfortable as.Is the one who starts conversation and decides things very easily and quickly( i am not exactly like that , i like to think and be very clear about what i want).It is also the me that looks like i can easily make friends that i'm comfortable with and the one who people tend to think will have had a BF b4.
BUT in fact i am more of the 1st as u can c. But i love both of my selevs since different ppl like me for mi different selves. Well i respind differently to different ppl.N i tink most ppl r like tt too. Its normal. I'm normal too bt mi opinions may make me seem different or even weird whatever, just not,NOT abnormal. yeah. ^^
*claps claps*Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 12:08 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
最近還好嗎
tiao yi zhang ye dan ka xie shang man man zhu fu de hua
di zhi xie de shi xin di ni neng bu neng shou dao ta
tian you dian leng feng you dian da cheng shi ning jing er
xuan hua
zhe yi ge dong tian wo dei yi ge ren zhou hui jia
wen zi ji xi guan le ma
mei you ni mei dao ye li hui sheng bian de hao dayou mei
you shen me hao fang fa rang ji mo geng ting hua
ni zui jin hai hao ma
shi bu shi ye zai si nian li zhen zha
ni shuo hui ji de wo hai ji de ma
ni zui jin hai hao ma
mang lu ma lei ma xin hai hui tong ma
ru guo zhen bu de yi wang le wokuai xiang kuai le chu fa
you zai duo de qian guo dou yi mei you quan li biao da
jiu qing ren gei de wen hou bi mo sheng ren hai gan ga
zuo tian yuan le ming tian hai chang hui yi mo hu dan ju da
zhe yang de sheng ye yan lei yao zen me bu liu xia
wen zi ji xi guan le ma
mei you ni mei dao ye li hui sheng hao da you mei
you sheng me hao fang fa rang ji mo geng ting hua
ni zui jin hai hao ma shi bu shi ye zai si nian li zhen za
ni shuo hui ji de wo hai ji de ma
ni zui jin hai hao mamang lu ma lei ma xin hai hui tong ma
ru guo zhen bu de yi wang le wo
kuai xiang kuai le chu fa
ni zui jin hai hao ma shi bu shi ye zai si nian li zhen za
ni shuo hui ji de wo hai ji de ma
ni zui jin hai hao ma
mang lu ma lei ma xin hai hui tong ma
ru guo zhen bu de yi wang le wo
kuai xiang kuai le chu fa
Taken from: www.lyricsspot.com
Song tittle: Zui Jing hai hao ma.
你最近還好嗎？～別累別心痛。打招呼。。只有在夢里能做得到， 比陌生人還尷尬。。對你有再多的牽掛都沒有資格，沒有權利表達。明天還長，我要看你明天今天昨天的笑。
昨天的日落我想看
昨天的你要永遠屬于我最美的回憶～
最近還好吧？Labels: 愛還是不愛
her sweet memory was written @ 9:53 PM
K box outing
Today is the third day of the chinese new year. Its the best day of the 3 days of the visitiing season beacuse today i get to go out with my friend who cannot be named and her friend Hui Min!
Nice. At least its not a day that is very sian. Went to cineleisure to sing at K box. Today suddenly all the pitching all off. HAHA. n cannot even rmb the lyrics for Zhuan Shu Tan Shi. Ah yo. My memory is indeed vv bad. LOL. haha.
After we finished singing we had to wait for the lift for quite some time since there were a lot of people waiting for the lift. Hahas. Got a little irritated. But it was neutralized by the fact that Hui Min and my friend were both funny people. Watching them is interesting. We had wanted to find a staircase but we couldn't and they were debating as to how to leave the place if there were a fire since the lifts couldn't be used.
After that is quite standard luh.Like what people do when they go out. We went to Far East Plaza to buy food and shop. Went to buy this really huge chicken dunno what from Taiwan Street Snacks. Couldn't finish it. It was seriously very big. Plus it was pretty unhealthy since it was coated with all sorts of salty powder.Haha. Somehow i don't feel like eating at all. Lol. But it was really quite tasty, well a little peppery and spicy^^.Labels: gO ouT
her sweet memory was written @ 12:21 AM
Thursday, February 7, 2008
相信有多深
There are many things in life that are important to me like my family and friends and ya studies, hobbies and stuff. But something that i feel that is more important like more more important in life is faith. Faith is when u really believe in something. Like really strongly.
Faith is important to be because in mi opinion faith itself gives birth to hope. When you believe in something strongly ,your faith exists as a part of you. Because of your faith you will believe and because you believe there is hope. You will never allow yourself to succumb to any difficulties and will will yourself to succeed because nobody will ever want to let go part of themselves because that would mean that person is not complete.
Another reason why i am fascinated by the power of faith is that it gives you confidence too. well that's something that i dun realli have. Laughs! When something exists as part of you or together with you(depending on the degree of your faith), you feel that you are sure of what you want and have to ability to go forth and get it! It gives you the confidence to stand up for what you believe. Confidence is power to a certain extent. Confidence draws people attention and respect and also deters any troublemakers but too much can make a bad impression.(too many cooks spoil the broth) ..
Faith is something worth searching for but being a powerful tool choose your faith carefully and use this weapon wisely to make lives better:) hao le. that's all WAN AN!!! BTW the mickey mouse n Minnie mouse on Channel 8 today hao ke ai! haha.Labels: psychology
her sweet memory was written @ 12:50 AM
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
簡單的快樂是最美麗的哦
Today i woke up den i looked into the mirror den guess what i saw? A LION!! AHHHh.. my hair is usually not like a lion's mane when i wake up but apparently today it was, well when i woke up at least. Haha. SO i ended up like that lol.
I had carrot cake for breakfast today.But i couldn't finish it . Not much appetite. Also dunno why.Last year always hungry this year always full-.-" . Hao siao. ^^
After finishing breakfast , i helped my mum with her housework. I dun really like doing housework. Its kinda boring and meaningless...nevertheless necessary. By the time i was relieved of my household duties it was already 11 plus in the morning.
Had to cheong sia!Luckily i had alread planned what i was going to wear today. I was supposed to meet a friend( who cannot be identified to protect her identity and privacy) at 12 pm. As expected i was late by like 20 mins ba? i dunno leh. HAHA. ok. better not laugh.
Our destination was bugis.
I shadn't talk much about it . To make it short we went shopping! So shop le man jiu bah. mi fren bought quite a lot of stuff. Sometimes i tink she quite ke ai de.(esp in tt hat)Kinda lame 2. Aniwae. we went Tam- pines after that. Ended up in Times bookstore for da yue 1/2 an hr bahs. Then i realized she likes to read books with abstract topics. I managed 2 find some books i reali liked! there was this one on disease but i can't remeber the tittle. Maybe i'll check it up at the library. the book costs like 23 bucks. O MAN! so expensive!! would have bought if it were cheaper. ARGHHH... T_T... after tt go home liao.
Reflection..
Haha. dang ran happi ah! gO out with such a ke ai de frenx. Someone i noe won fake de.(frm sec sch NOT JC 07S412)... bu dong he shi you zhe me kai xin le... 哦~
haha but life sometimes think too much also vv bu kai xin. Suan le! happi happi look forward. YAY. Happi CNY BTW.. lalala. Labels: gO ouT
her sweet memory was written @ 11:41 PM
Saturday, February 2, 2008
the future
Waw... going to be CNY liao! so FAST LEHS. After that posting results coming put liao leh!!! Tai Kuai le wor! Once i know my posting results i must be prepared already. I cannot continue in this drunken stupor of hiding behind my secondary school friends and resist making new friends.( Especially after a bad experience at MJC) In the end i will only lose out.Although i am not looking forward to orientation but i have to face it with a snile and hope i can find really nice people to be freinds with. I hope i dun meet ani more hypocrites. It juz suck having them around. Haha. Waw i hope everything will turn out fine lehx. hmmm.. i'm thinking of going for a manicure and perdicure. But i'm like a bit lazy leh. Haha . Labels: thoughts
her sweet memory was written @ 11:01 PM
Friday, February 1, 2008
Outing to bugis
Yesterday was the last day of my first holiday job. It was pretty sad to leave considering my colleugues and bosses were very nice and friendly to me. Suddenly the familars things like opening the shop and checking the accounts seemed so precious to me. Time seemed to fly and soon it was time to knock off.
After handing the shop keys back, i went to meet my friend , Amanda. She had asked me out to celebrate the end of exams with her and her classmates.
So that's how i ended up in Seoul garden sitting beside her.. haha. Ended up eating a lot of chicken... especially teriyaki or whatever u call it.
Then after that Amanda's classmates wanted to take neoprints and so we took neoprints. haha. Add to mi collection. After that then go home liao.
Reflection~
Hmmm.. the outing was OK i guess. haha. Although a bit weird weird de cuz i onli noe Amanda luh.Den also a bit extra luh.. like ppl take class photo leh -_-". As compared to my former class in MJC i would say hmmm.. different type of crowd bahs. Very different. Hard to put in words but ya different. Hahas.. Amanda tells me a lot abt them bt i dun rmb much bahs.I've known Amandafor say 5 yrs alr. Up till sec 4 she had been pretty quiet bt i can c ever since she went to SP she changed a lot wor! Become more noisy. ^^ haha. Its gd de bah...Labels: gO ouT
her sweet memory was written @ 7:55 PM
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